On a fine day, life feels exhausting
the energy to live
the energy to love are all fact leaving me
it feels so hard just to be myself
I feel like I haven’t been myself lately
it feels like this year I changed into a different person
people who knew me before would relate to me better
I became approachable
I became confident
became happy
still, there’s this void in me that torments me
till today
those days when I was trapped helpless
I overcame those
still some unwanted memories
haunt me
this year made me understand a lot more than what I see
A shoulder to lean on to cry is all that I crave
but it is so hard to depend on someone
scared of what he would think
scared of thinking
am I too much
scared that he’ll leave me if I show my vulnerability
mentally I want to be easier
but it’s so hard to trust to love
to be vulnerable
all I ever heard from my past acquaintances
those words torment me today
how much he said I am the problem
Sometimes in love we are too blind to notice
the red flags of our love
when people who see it warn us
we often doesn’t mind them
we try to push them away for love
we never know what awaits us
whom to trust who not to
we are blind and dumb in love
we often see the best in our patners than their flaws
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