Sunday 1 August 2021

lost in visions

I lost myself in the darkest days 
I lost myself in the woods
In that pit dark where no one can see me 
I left me and my soul there 
I screamed but nothing helped
I screamed and screamed until I am exhausted and I stopped 
I stopped where I was, I lost hope
The hope that brought me this far faded away,
Then I believed maybe I should just be here lost in the woods in the darkness,
I was scared and I still am but nothing is more than a battle with animals in my head 
They haunt me torture me scare me
I had visions of myself in a very bewildering state, where I was lost to the devils

TO HIM....

  It’s all the same, isn't it    different font different appearance   it always came back to one thing   I am trying to move on love it...

Bliss of solitude