Perfectly imperfect

Loving the perfect guy isn't really a thing 

A person can slide into your life 

And all the things that you shamed on yourself and he changes it and sees the best in you 

Thats what is my definition for love

People only opt for your imperfections cause that what everyone cares right?

The face the looks the body

Has anyone fallen in love with just who you are?

lost in visions

I lost myself in the darkest days 

I lost myself in the woods

In that pit dark where no one can see me 

I left me and my soul there 

I screamed but nothing helped

I screamed and screamed until I am exhausted and I stopped 

I stopped where I was, I lost hope

The hope that brought me this far faded away,

Then I believed maybe I should just be here lost in the woods in the darkness,

I was scared and I still am but nothing is more than a battle with animals in my head 

They haunt me torture me scare me

I had visions of myself in a very bewildering state, where I was lost to the devils

When I think of commencing a new life 

Vast darkness and the past torments me

The darkness anguishes me 

The darkness compels me to think of the conflicts that I am still enduring because of the remembrances 

The best moments became my worst suffering, the suffering that disturbs me that doesn't make me myself.

It makes me another person from a whole another world.

In this life, I came across everything.

The unexpected people who came into my life, the affection they gave me, and the beautiful memories they left for me to grieve on, now nothing is left other than me in the dark present

I heard that lonely people are lonely

Even when they are in a relationship

That's not true 

A person will come into your life 

And make your every day worth living

And they give all the warmth that you have never experienced from anyone in your life 

And they will leave you one fine day...

That's it

darkness

The void space in my mind 

Is filled with emotions that are extinct

Enjoyment, love those feelings are nothing but just irrelevant phrases to me,

I lost the purpose of those phrases from my life, the void space in my mind is filled with suffering, misery, pain, anger and so on. The darkness around me accompanied me all these years and they are responsible for my existence. Maybe they are accountable for what I am now through all the darkness striving to see the fragile inch of light inside me. They made me feel powerful than ever and able to overcome anything that will clench me up in future